well i dont have aboyfriend so he doenst have a name... and its all my fault once again.... do you ever wish that you could go back in time to try and fix all the mistakes you made? do you ever wish that you wouldnt have made those mistakes or not said that? do you ever regret saying i love you...? do you ever wish you didnt fall for him over and over and over again? i want to just like be happy and thats what he says... how do i like get over this...especially when i know its like my fault....what do i do....

Single or Taken? taken..
Ever Been Called a Slut? yea but nobody meant anything by it
Ever Cheated on Anyone? no
Ever Been a Friend With Benefits or Had One? nope
Your Addiction? coca cola
Favorite Gadget? computers
If So..Boyfriends Name? Nathan
Been Dumped? well i suppseo
Ever Been Cheated On? ya
Favorite Saying? loser
Who's Your Best Guy Friend? Nate and Ryan
Who's Your Best Girl Friend? Sammykins
Do You Cuss?occassionally.. when im pissed off or at football games
Do You Drink? not really
Smoke? no
Drugs? no
Ever 'Snuck Out'? oui
Where Did You Just Come From? my bed
What Kind Of Car Do You Want? volkswagon bug :):)
Favorite Letter? C
Attempted Suicide? no
Thought about Suicide? no
Fucked Over Your Friends? npossibly
Ever Chosen a Boy over a Friend? yea
How Many Siblings? 2
Whats Your Name? Charli

well last nite pulaksi got their asses handed to them! woot woot 35-6 haha we kicked major ass but anyways me and nate had a really good night last nite and hopefully a good day today too :) but yea so yesterday me and amani left at 10th hour and had some fun adn then went to the football game and sat with jess kelsey and kelsea and nates mom (gina) and we had fun screamin and cheerin hehe i like football games but yea so 2nite im not goin nething if nebody wants to do something so just gimme a call and let me know. mwa!

well, im sitting in computers again with nothing to do cuz this class is soo easy! blah blah more boy drama today and yesterday. one boy and now a new one but im not tellin who and no im not going out with either of them. well not that i know of for one of them. life is sooo confusing. like im to the point where i dont know waht to do anymore cuz imjust so confused help!

omg computers is going to be soooo easy. today all we had to do was type. omg so eeeeeeaaasyyyy.... *falls over from sleep* ugh BORING! so yea swim today and meet tomorrow at school so come watch. nothing exciting happened at school today except for people not understanding my shirt but thats cuz they are uncultured but blah on them. so im out ill write when i get home

well today totally blows :( im sick and im sad lol well last nite we won the football game so im happy about that but the part that sucks is that we coulda beaten them by a lot and they CHEATED! ugh hoe bags lol. swim is gettin kinda borin but i went to mornin practice the other day and that was kinda fun except for the whole gettin up at 5 someting part but oh well. im out need some soup

hr 1 Chemistry Zachow
hr 2 AP US History Fons
hr 3/4 Precalc Hon. Burns
hr 5 Lunch
hr 6/7 Symph Band VanPelt
hr 8 Monitor Brenner
hr 9 Pre AP Eng 11 White
hr 10 Computers/ 2nd sem. LIfeSports

hey guys.... hows ur day goin> mines just peachy.. i got my invialign today and my teeth hurt lots... but hey i wanted them so whatever. yea i didnt go to swim today and i was like like relaxed today. no swim no workout hehe but im not goin tomorrow either cuz we have like books and stuff at school. me and sam are gunna have fun tomorrow. lol 2nd year in a row that weve done this together lol fun stuff.so yea me and nate are hangin out 2nite down at southshore park. which should be exciting except i dont want him complaining at me all nite about not going to swim with him and his football playin ass. lol. speakin of football games does anybody wanna go to the game on thurs nite at 7 at pulaski with me its against tosa east and i gotta go cuz i didnt go last year and i went to every other game and that game was the only game nate got hurt so i gotta go. yea exciting eh.... but yea im gunna go take a nap cuz im tired and i dont wanna be cranky later. ysb hehe

well... today has been very stressful as well as yesterday. tell me how would you feel if you found out from your best friend that you had been dumped or she thought you had been dumped and you didnt even know? well thats what happened to me yesterday. and then i talk to him today and he was all like whatever and then at the end he was lke i love you and i was lke i love you too but am i supposed to be saying that? i know its my fault that this is all messed up but what am i supposed to do. yea i love you and yea i wanna be with him but is that what im suposed to do? for those of you who know me you know what im talking about. weve been together for a long time and its hard to let go but i dont know if i want to let go. :( idk if you have ne suggestions IM me (princesschach101) or leave a comment....

pRiNcEsSChAcH101: and now that i thin about it kerotie
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: ewie
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: kerotie?
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: sound it out while u say it
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: ka-ro-te
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: hah loooks like karote lol
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: thats what it sounds like your saying
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: nooo lol
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: kA rOW tee
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: say it fast
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: idk wtf ur sayin
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: om
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: g
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: ur slow
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: say it
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: KA
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: ROWe
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: TEE
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: KA
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: ok maybe
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: yah
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: carote
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: karate or w/e
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: carotie
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: caroty
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: ca-roooo-te
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: ok now your sounding silly
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: WHAT DO YOU MEAN
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: just say it out loud
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: uhh
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: now i sounds stupid
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: so
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: i still dont know what your sayin
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: nvm
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: JUST TELL me stop usin some fancy words
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: it means like gross
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: ewwie
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: etc
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: yah no it doesnt
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: yea it does!
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: no
SoCiAL CHaOs 666: it doenst
pRiNcEsSChAcH101: yea!!

omg today totally sucked! i feel like shit. the damn medicine the doctor gave me isnt working at all. its making me worse. i feel like im gunna puke and i have a really bad headache. omg and nate was makin fun of me today cuz i didnt want to wake up and i was a bum. then in french, i was taking this test on the computer and the computer restarted the test so i had to take it all over again which sucks ass. grrr im gunna go take a nap so ill ttyl. ysb, love you nathan ** charlotte**

ello! hows it goin? peachy here. all alone once again for the whole damn day but yea. yesterday was a really weird/messed up and at the same time great/wonderful - only certain people know why ;) anyways my dad went on like this bitchin spasm about me and nate and i forgot that nate was on the phone cuz i flipped lines cuz it was beeping and he heard the whole thing :( im really like dissapointed in myself for like letting soething like this happen over going out to lunch oh well. my dad was like yellin at me cuz nate wanted to go to rookies to eat and watch part of the badger game and like my dad had a cow cuz half of rookies is a bar and like whatever. so then like nate heard the whole thing about what my dad said and i was crying and like it was not good. i hate when he like has to hear or see me cry. :( but then like after that i told my dad that we were going to lunch and watch the game at his house and thats what we did kinda lol. then after that i had to be home to watch my sis cuz my parents were going out last nite and like he brought me home and i asked my dad if nate could stay over for a while and he said YES i thought he would say no and my mom say yes but i was wrong. when my mom got home she was like whats nate doing here and i was like dad said he could stay and she was salty!! hehe and then we ordered pizza and watched how to lose a guy in 10 days. i wanted to watch a walk to remember but nate had a cow when i put it on. so sarah watched that and we watched the other one. then like we chilled for a while and then i walked him to the bus stop. and like on the way home i was so worried that my parents were going to be h0ome when i got home and so i like ran home and like when i got home they werent home and i was like damn im salty lol oh well. just a precaution. yea so that was my day. and now im all alone once again. and i have english hw, apwh hw and bio hw. damn i got alotta hw to do. well im gunna go do that. OMG I FORGOT TO SAY SAM WON A COMPUTER OMG OMG OMG!!!! hehe luv you sammy! ysb and love you lots nate!

**charli**

•I N F O R M A T I O N •
Name: Charlotte B
Single or taken: taken 8 months today ;)
Sex: Female
Birthday: July 26, 1989
Sign: Leo
Siblings: 2 sisters
Hair colour: blondish brownish colored idk really
Eye colour: brown and occassionally a lil green or so ryan says
Height: 5 4

• R E L A T I O N S H I P S •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
Who are your best friends?: Sam, Nate, Ryan, Britt and Sam
You have a girlfriend?: nope
How many exes do you have?: idk
What is your longest relationship?: 8 months
What was your shortest relationship: 3 days

• F A S H I O N | S T U F F •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Kohls
Any tattoos or piercings: yes
Favorite designer?: mudd or lei lol
What is your sexiest outfit?: my dress i wore to hc even though its kinda hoish
What is your most comfortable outfit?: shorts and a tank
What do you usually wear?: jeans and a shirt and flip flops
• S P E C I F I C S •
Do you do drugs?:nopeWhat kind of shampoo do you use?:Herbal Essences(sp)
What are you most scared of?: spiders and worms and icky stuff like that
What are you listening to right now: my boo by usher and those other chicks
Who is the last person that called you?: umm nate
Where do you want to get married?: In a church
How many buddies are online right now?: 22
What would you change about yourself?: me not being so like snappy and idk moody?
• F A V O R I T E S •
Colors: pink
Foods: ramen noodles and raspberry ice cream
Girl name: Makenzie
Boy name: Ethan - the name was mine first sam stole it
Subjects in school: math
Animals: monkey

• H A V E | Y O U | E V E R •
Given anyone a bath?: Yes
Smoked?: no...
Bungee jumped?: nope
Made yourself throw up?: yes
Skinny dipped?: no but want to
Ever been in love?:yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:possible....
Pictured a crush naked?: yes
Actually seen a crush naked?: yes
Cried when someone died?: yes
Lied: yes...
Fallen for your best friend?: yea
Been rejected?: yea
Rejected someone?: Yes
Used someone?: no
Done something you regret?: Yes

• C U R R E N T •
Clothes: Black swim sweatshirt and jeans
Music: american idiot -- green day
Annoyance: repeating things
Smell: umm my dads makin some beef thingie
Desktop picture: a pic of a wave crashing into the rocks
CD in player: N/A
DVD in player: uptown girls

• L A S T | P E R S O N •
You touched: my mom -- she gave me hug
Hugged: my mom
You yelled at: nathan
You kissed: nathan

• A R E | Y O U •
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: sometimes
Insecure: sometimes
Random: Yeah
Hungry: majorioty of the time but i dont always like say that i am
Smart: sure
Moody: omg yea
Hard working: yea most of the time
Organized: yea
Healthy: yea
Shy: A lil
Difficult: yea
Attractive: when im not an ugly bum yea
Bored easily: Yes
Obsessed: with certain people and things
Angry: Sometimes
Sad: not a lot
Happy: yea
Hyper: yup
Trusting: yea

• W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A •
Kiss: nathan
Punch: this stupid ass cheerleader at our school
Get really wasted with?: umm britt
Get high with: no one
Talk to offline: sam and nate
Sex it up with: muahah cant tell ;)
• R A N D O M •
In the morning I: i always hit my head on the ceiling above my bed
All you need is: raspberry ice cream and kisses
Love is: an obsession, a passion and wonderful wonderful kisses
I dream about: people and things i want to do ;)
Sexual preference: if yo umean guy or girl. definatley GUY
What do you notice first in the guy you're into: eyes and arms
• W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R •
Coke or Pepsi: COKE
Flowers or candy: flowers but it depends on what kind
Tall or short: tall

• W H O •
Makes you laugh the most: sam and nathan
Makes you smile: nathan
Gives you that warm feeling: nathan

• D O | Y O U | E V E R •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: yup
Save conversations: i did
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes but then not really
Wish you were younger: nope
Cried because someone said something to you?: yeah

• N U M B E R •
Of times I have had my heart broken: 1
Of hearts I have broken: 1
Of girls I've kissed: none
Of guys I've kissed: idk
Of CD's I own: not alot wait can u count cds burned? oif so alot
Of scars on my body: like 3
Of things that I regret: like 3
• Y O U R | T H O U G H T S •
I know: i shouldnt do things like i do but i do anyways
I think: that you should just ignore me and go on with ur life
I want: to go to sleep
I have: to do my bio hw
I wish: nathan could have come over
I hate: how i always get blamed for everything even though i know the majority of the time its my fault
I hear: music
I search: for attention
I wonder: which came first: the chicken or the egg?
I love: NATHAN SOOOO MUCH!!!

love is a passion, obession, and someone u can't live without. If u don't start with that what are u going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone u can love like crazy and who'll love u the same way back. And how do u find him? forget your head and listen to your HEART! wow that is so true. I got this from Erica, thanks! i never know how to explain how i feel about someone and that like totally works. anyways, wow this weekend was fun and kinda stressful and scary.. dont ask... me and nate hung out on friday and then friday nite we went to green bay for my sisters homecoming thingie which was pretty cool. she looked like a cop and i laughed really hard. i wanted nate to go but my mom said no cuz we were staying over nite so i was sad lol then like we came home real late last nite and then i woke up this morning and went to church and then i realized i left my clarinet at school and we have a fuckin retarded concert 2nite and my dad got all pissy and yelled at me and roar i hate him ugh and now i have to clean my room ROAR!! and sam needs to come online cuz im bored and yea roar and i have to read a whole chapter for history well im out BTW i only got a 3.5 on my report card and my smart ass boyfriend got a 3.7 so i feel stupid :( oh well im out once again YSB and Love you Nate sooo much!!
Charlotte

hey, just got out of the shower and im just chillin' waitin for sam and nate to come home. cuz i wanna know if nething happened after i left swim. swim was fuckin scary today. i was like swimin a 100 and i got half way through and like i couldnt breathe and it felt like someone was sticking my ribs with needles and it was really scary and like it went away and then it happened again when i tried to swim again and i got out of the pool and like i couldnt breathe and lisa was like charlotte lay on ur back and breathe and i tried and it didnt work and i was like freakin out and i was shakin and then i went to talk to jason and he told me to go change and to lay on my back on the bleachers and it was scary. and now sam needs to come home. well yea thats all that was half way exciting today. Im so happy cuz i got 116 out 116 points in math and i got an A+ hehe and i got an A in french but my stupid bio teacher gave me a B but she sucks ass so blah on her. i got this really cute quote today: *Only some people give you butterflies, so don't let them fly away* aww isnt that cute?! i g2g to do WH h/w cuz sam did it last nite so its my turn write more later LYL YSB
Charlotte

Hey everybody, Just woke up and me and sam are like talkin about the football game last nite and how they kicked our asses 47-0 i reall shouldnt be like talking about it since nates gunna read this and be like roar towards me but oh well lol yea the game was ok but like it was so cold and yea. i think they played a good game except when nate was givin me mini heart attacks but thats ok cuz it all got fixed in the end. i cant believe we lost 47-0!! they could have atleast scored once so then it didnt look so bad lol. And then sam had this other girl sam draw RIVERSIDE TIGERS on her arms and it wont come off and she has to wear a dress today so thats a problem. weve tried nail polish remover and like soap, damn and so now i think we have to resort to WD 40 lol ahaha sam says her dad uses that to take the stuff off her when she writes on herself so umm yea idk bout that. and todays hc but were not going cuz we have our own shindigs to do lol. i really like that word ;) and were going to see shark tale and getting all dressed up and going to eat and then we were going to the park but then sams and mom my moms said no so we have to "find" a plan B.... or so she thinks hahahaha :P hmm whatelse interesting happened. omg the pep rally we had it school was soooo incredibly gay. they didnt even like accomplish nething. it was HORRIBLE but our class won all the games. and the sophomores '07! were scream fuck 08 and sam said the administrator said hes gunna suspend everyone taht said that im like omg they are going to suspend all the sophomores? lol thats funny! well ik sams hungry and im gettin there so were gunna go find some food in my deserted fridge so ill write more later YSB for those who know what it means ;) and love you nate
Hugz and Kissez
CHarli

Hey everybody!
OMG i just got my dress for out homecoming shindigs and its so damn sexy lol but im not going to tell you what it looks like cuz then sams gunna find out and she cant bcuz she wont tell me what were doing for hc so :P on sam! anyways last nite me and rachel and nate had so much fun :D we went out to eat and then walked around Grand Ave. even though it was closed lol and we had a pillow fight in the store haha and then we went to the iMAX and the show really sucked. it had no point! oh well.... after that we were like driving around and we went to thr thrift store and looked around there. - nates obsessed with the thrift store - i think its icky but oh well. then we went to a donut place and nate got a coffee and there was a hair in his coffee top. it was sooo nasty lol. Then we went to walmart and looked around there for a while. THen we went to wendys and i got a frosty and fries. and we went to some park thing to chill and i threw a fry at nate and he like chucked something at me and i have this huge mark on the side of my face :( damn him neways that was my nite.... interesting eh? well i g2g to stupid band practice but ill be back at like 545 so ill write later LOVE YOU LOTS!!
*-Charles-*

Hey, Just got home from our swim meet. Where we took 4th i think or 3rd idk which is ok. I was so happy for Sam cuz she got 2nd in the 800 relay with Kathryn and then those stupid West Allis bitches were all grrr. Anyways me and Sam have matching Riverside Swimming pants and everyone was like oo where'd you get those pants from?! and we were like we made them ;) but nates weird and he doesnt like them. Anyways we had this test in Bio today and I so wasnt ready for it but then I realized (im slow) that I already took notes for it lol!! hehe. Then in french, Nate and his stupid self wouldnt let me sleep cuz we had a "study hall" which means we can mess around. And he bit me and left a mark lol. My mom was like charlotte whats that? and i was like sam bit me! and she was like why and i was like idk y haha it was great! well one tree hill is on soon so ill write later
YSB! Love you Nate ;)
*-Charli-*

hey, im really tired :( well yesterday was fun. Nate came over for a bit and me and nate and zak went to dominic's lil football game - which they won ;) and it was really fuckin cold last nite. we were at the game and i had my letter jacket on and this giant blanket that nates mom gave us and i was still fuckin cold. i felt bad for nate cuz he was just wearin a sweatshirt cuz i was hoggin the blanket hehe. Then we went back to house for a little bit and we watched tv and slept on the couch. then i went home and went to sleep. and then i got up to go work with the stupid lil preschoolers and there was only one of em and we were about to leave but the little shit came >:[ so then i was like this is boring so i went home after that and now look where that got me. and to top that off im volunteering at some theater tonite so idk waht we're doing i just know that im going lol. im tired and hungry so ill ttyl
hugs n kissez,
charlotte